How should i feel?

The funniest thing is that, after reading, things become worst. Now I have no idea how to react and what to do. Things seem a lot different nowadays. Maybe I did something wrong, most likely, but is rejecting me and neglecting me is the right thing? Is that how we have to overcome somethings? I appreciate things being spoken out rather then keeping it in cause I know it will bring a significant change. I am good in hiding emotions. What you see may not be what it is.