Why does all this weird things happen to me? What did i possibly do wrong to have this many shits in one day?
1. The night before, we didn't really talk. She had some stuff to figure out
2. My plan to surprise her failed. Cause of the stupid road test which took effing long
3. I failed my on the road test
4. i didnt get to see her in the end
5. She said i annoyed her
6. I told her i don't mind if she doesn't wanna get back with me
So in the end, it turned out to be one of my worst days ever. To be honest, I still like her and it does kill me inside that when i told her "its okay, you deserve better. I respect your choice", I actually do want her back. But she doesnt seem to be happy with me cause I annoyed her, but I mean, once? a few times?, surely less than 3. But that is enough to say that things couldn't work out?. I mean no one is perfect. I do know I have flaws. But couldn't you give me more than one chance? Am I not allowed to make any mistakes? I mean, don't tell me one mistake is enough to change one's mind?
Even what ever has been done, I still wan you back. I wanna reset everything that has happen and just pretend we are complete strangers. And I would like to meet you again for the first time
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The most patient and tolerant person will get what they want in the end. It maybe faith or you can say karma. Cause what goes around comes around=)
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It turned out to be a funny day in the end too. Haha. You know you have cycled too far when
1. You pass not only one, but two parties filled with teenagers and they look at you thinking "why on earth is that guy wearing a helmet"
2. You pass your sister's friend who so happens went to the PD trip with you and now thinking "Dude, seriously the helmet?"
Haha. It was a stupid and really crazy day. But one thing good about it was, me and her, have gone back on course again. I wonder how long till we get together=). Haha. The future seems a bit blur now. But I guess, its gonna be a hell lot of surprises coming=)
