Why do I find reading her blog recently to be more and more heartbreaking? Is it because the way she's describing me is like giving a tight slap across my face? Why does she have to describe me in a way that its so hurting? Things doesn't always look as it seems. The eye can sometimes misguide you into things you think its not true but the eyes shows it that way. The mind is thinking the right things, its just that the eyes only sees what it wants to see, which can bring to a lot of misunderstanding.
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Being positive is one thing. To get over something or to "move on" takes both parties to be on the positive side, not just one being positive and then the other being negative dragging the positive one down. But to me, I don't just wanna move on from something I felt was kinda good, something which brought me a lot of laughter back then, a comforting zone, something which I gave my heart to. I just wanna overcome this stage, not to move on, but to get pass this drowning feelings and just go back to the time when we use to have most fun from, or even move forward to the future thinking on the positive side and saying "It will tun out to be great"
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We should just ease our minds. The future can always change. It can even surprise us when we least suspect it. Don't just think it one way. There are many ways to reaching your goal. Must you take the least possibilities?
